meet your best friend ever; The Voice!

There's no way we really can know, like 100%-know, what's the "right" thing to do when we go ahead in life and make decisions - or choose to not make them... When we steer away from certain things and head towards new sights. When we say allrighty! to one person and maybe not to the other...

But you do know. Cause if you really listen, like really listen without anything else going on in your mind - you hear this little voice. Just stop now and listen. It's there...(spooky, huh?)

First it may not be that clear, its voice may be a bit uncertain, just a teeny weeny beeping sound somewhere in there, in the back of your head - but you hear it anyway. Cause that's YOU talking. Your inner voice, your soul, whatever you wanna call it - the thing stays the same.

It's the only thing I really count on when making up my mind. Sure I take advice, I talk to friends and may even take a moment to make up my mind. But when it comes down to saying yes or no, it's my little voicy-friend that makes the final choice.

I believe that you know when you are going against your own little voice buddy... You feel it - something's just not right, things that come out of your mouth may seem like somebody else's words and you may feel things you know aren't really your thing to feel right there and then... so when you hear that beep, and you feel that discomfort of knowing you heading towards a place you'd really rather skip going to... stop.

This week I really started to think through some things and realized that I am never going back to this day, this week, this month... I'll never be 25 again, I'll never live this year again. I'll never have this moment, this minute, this hour back. Sure, that could get you in a huge panic (and it did!) thinking it like that. BUT it can also just throw you back to that place where you should be, where you were born to be at... the place where you really just enjoy life like a kid who finds beauty in everyday things - instead of just going through your days and just waiting for Friday/your vacation/the weekend/whatever.

I remember when I had this personality analysis done when I was in high school - it was done so we could know what really could be the "ideal job" for us. (Can you really see it from those charts? Just a thought...)

Well anyway, my councelor found it amusing that the spontanity-index went sky-high on my chart, leaving all the others (like sensibility and analyticalness) way behind. She was saying that it was especially high and just smiled to me with wondering eyes, telling me to work on my sensible traits so I could balance my act...

Well I think that's sorta what I have done at times lately. And let me tell you councelor, it did not work! All of the things I have done with "sensible"-decision making - they didn't feel right at the time, or after it.

So, I am going back to my crazy habits and listening to my spontanious inner voice, cause I believe there's so much more to living than what you find from charts...

Have a nice day, filled with zero charts and lots of spontanious Sunday-things! (for example; I just spend couple of hours playing guitar and singing... Just cause it Sunday and I can do whatever I want!)

<3

life should NOT be boring... fill up your balloons and create a life full of color!

The Places You'll Go!

This video kinda says it all. Love it.

Yea, we've all heard it. "If you want love and be loved - you need to love yourself first"... But how many of us really do this?

I don't know what has happened inside my little head lately, but I think something just fell into it's right place somewhere in me, and I actually realized that it is so true.

I was watching this reality-show yesterday, and there was a woman saying that she liked her life but "true love is missing, that one person... and that's what it all comes to". She said it in a way that before that happened, she couldn't really be happy... I totally get her and hell yeah, I'd like to have my true love too! But I think even that person wouldn't make me happy - IF I would be unhappy with myself. That person could even walk pass me, and I'd be thinking "I am never gonna find anyone / I am unworthy etc"... get the picture?

So start the lovin', and start from yourself.

Happy day people <3 !

Sweet things in the air

Oh my. I am SO happy right now. I have been dreaming of a make-up/beauty product-line of my own for ages. So, one day, I just thought - no one else is gonna start this thing than me, so I just decided to start trying out things, experimenting on my own... and well, voila! - above you can see the very first finished product; Oh you Gorgeous-body butter!... Lot of improvements can still be made with this one but all in all just feeling like "Wow, I made this!"

And if the label text is hard to read it says "Oh you gorgeous-boby butter / Vanilla Lavender (...for those who like to smell like heaven.)"

Now onto my other things of the day! Have a yummy smelling day! I know my kitchen is very much smelling of vanilla and lavender today!

back!

It has been a while since I posted. Have had quite many things to juggle around with - mainly stuff with school, work, music-projects and the possibility of starting my own business (Oh my!!!) in the near future...

Well anyway, now I am back - and feels nice to post here again!

Let's start this blogging week with some great music - here are some of my top tunes for this week. Happy listening!